You...`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

You... are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star, I fell for you

Sweet anticipation
Its giving me the butterflies
And my heartbeat's racing
Cos lovin' you is beautiful
When you're so irresistable

Don't stop... What ya doing baby
So good... And it drives me crazy
One touch... I'm in heaven, yeah
Coz lovin' you's so, beautiful baby cos...

You! Are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star, I fell for you
You, have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
And now I know that all I need is you
Cause I need you and you need me and we'll always stay together

I thought I knew what love was
I always ended up in tears
It's just the way my world was
Until You came into my life
It's something that I just can't hide

Real love... has come my way
And I know... That it's here to stay
And it feels... Like never before
Coz lovin' you's so beautiful baby coz...

You! Are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star, I fell for you
You, have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
And now I know that all I need is you
Cause I need you and you need me and we'll always stay together

You're my inspiration
My world just seems a brighter place
I just wanna tell you
I've never felt this way
I never thought I'd see the day...

Real love... has come my way
And I know... That it's here to stay
And it feels... Like never before
Coz lovin' you's so beautiful baby coz...

You! Are all I need to get me through
Like a falling star, I fell for you
You, have taught me how to love
An angel sent from high above
And now I know that all I need is you
Cause I need you and you need me and we'll always stay together

That's how I fell for you... You made me feel that life had hope again
When I wanted to fall through the cracks of my miserable life
Somehow your life mirrored mine...
How I fell for you... Honey I love you...
You cast a spell over me
Every night I go to bed, I feel you're here with me somehow...
It's like you never leave...
How I love the feeling of you...
I'm not allowed to adore you the way I really want to
But some day I hope I can...
Cos I'm so in love with you.

- S Club 7 - You -
with excerpt.

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 11:48 PM

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Amusing waiter`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Saturday, December 24, 2005

I'd gone out to eat today for dinner... Enjoyed a really sumptous christmas Fish and King Prawn delight... The fish was lightly battered and fried crisp and tender and smothered with a tangy mango sauce... The prawn was heavenly split open upon sauteed garlic and light chardonnay... Oh how I wished I'd taken pictures of that wonderful dinner but my camera wasn't with me...
The highlight of the evening was the most amusing waiter... He'd have wine with a customer... Right out of that customer's wife's glass!!! I was so shocked I sat there gawking at them... And the old gentleman simply started a conversation with me admist the shocked expression of my friend.
We were enjoying our meal when I noticed this Ah Beng fella in a shirt outside smoking and he was wearing upon his head... REINDEER HORNS -.-" I was so amused I just simply started laughing out loud... The waiter caught my eye and gestured at me... He was wondering what I was laughing at so I pointed at the guy outside... To my astonishment... He went to the utensils basket, took to forks and put them to his head!!!!! IT WAS SO HILARIOUS I simply laughed out so loud I startled the couple beside us. My friend was in peals of laughter as well...
This damn waiter... He'd actually forgotten to write our order... And after our main course... He forgot our Peach tea and our Brownie Ice cream... My friend and I decided to test him... So when he next caught our eye, we gestured for him to come over... And he asked us what was the matter... We pointed to the dessert display and pointed at the brownies and he went "OH! Sorry!" and got about to get us our brownies... But he'd forgotten the Peach tea... And the next instant where he came over with our brownies we went... "There's still something you forgot." He stood there for a moment, stunned and said, "Er, ok wait... Lemme think... Peach tea?" And he was so apologetic about it we burst into peals of laughter again... It really was SOO AMUSING... What a laugh for the night...

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 10:36 PM

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Dream LovEr ComE reScuE me...`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Friday, December 23, 2005

I have met, someone... so wonderful, I wonder if my life is playing tricks on me again... But sometimes, you just wanna fall into stupidity... And be someone who is that silent angel... I wonder maybe... If even... It's the other way around... Seeing him yesterday was like lighting up my life with a million candles... Yet, it feels so fragile... I wish I could just lock it up in my secret room... I found that... It is really something special... But YES... No one will ever know what it is... Except for us... I talk to you every night... We share secrets... I suppose...

Secret Lover.

Your touch sent me flying,
I never knew love could turn out like this.
I never knew that I could feel this way again.
You gave me wonderful dreams like this
I didn't even know how I fell for you
My world is now your world, our secret sanctury.
I could forget all my worries,
With you on my mind.
I want to make you happy.

I wish you'd sing happy songs again...
I want your genuine happiness,
Only then would I be content.
Seeing you yesterday was like a dream,
That I never want to wake up from.
You opened up my heart again.
When I thought my heart died back then...

I knew that I had fallen,
I just didn't know how far.
My dream is to be with you,
In our ocean of dreams and solace.
Where the petals of our love surround
Where our love is that solitary beacon.
Just like a little world of our own.

I want to see your smile,
As we sail down the endless ocean of our love.
I long for the day where we'd truly belong to each other.
Everything about you that I love.
Is the light and fire of my life.

It was just that feeling that made me fall.
I'd fallen for you just like a shooting star falls...

To the beacon of my life,
To the secret lover so fine...

I love you!!!
And I hope this will be forever...

© Kaioh Michiru

Dream lovEr comE reScuE me... I need YoU so DespEraTely... =D life is such a joke...

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 1:20 PM

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Retribution or tribulations`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

I believe that the world is fair to all individuals. I believe that those who do evil beget evil and those who do good shall be showered with the best... but sometimes I wonder why evil wins... I suppose it might only be temporary... I have been contemplating the ways of life and I have heard a most disturbing story... Yet, I want to say that life has at least been trying to move on smoothly with me... There have been dynamites... But I'm not sure if they exploded right... (cheem analogy here... Hope no one gets it XD) I wonder if some will even blossom to fireworks.. But I somehow want to let the old flame burn... I wonder if there will be anyone who will actually be able to remove that speck of flame that burns periliously in that dark windy night...

Life is never a bed of roses... I believe everyone will know that... And I believe everyone would know that if they did something against their conscience... It will show up one way or another... There are many things I can simply refrain from saying and I know that it would still be there... Cos life has played out its cards on this chapter of my life... and the odds have not been shown clearly... But I already know who shall reap the retribution... Who was the one who actually lied and who were the ones who actually were truly true to me and who were the ones who were really real friends... Be they from school or from anywhere else, I sincerly thank those genuine and lovable darlings who have forged imminent and strong friendships with me... I love you guys...

However, to those who have a mind to harm/hurt me... I don't even want to get angry over you guys because there simply is no point in getting angry over people who are just not worth getting angry over... Some people are just pain in the asses and they should know it themselves... If they had cultivated such horrid characters over the years of their PATHETIC lives... They can just wallow in their own shit Cuz I have realised its no FRIGGIN' business of mine to bother about their pathetic, miserably unworthy lives... You all know who I am refering to and you all know who you despicable individuals are...
You shall get your just desserts. I don't even think its worth going into details cuz the higher powers will bring justice.

Just you all wait and see...

Dreaming of you...

Carpenters – All you get from love is a love song

Like sailin' on a sailin' ship to nowhere,
Love took over my heart like an ocean breeze.
As season fly I knew that I was losing
Love was washed away with the driftin’ tide.

Oh it's a dirty old shame that all you get from love is a love song
It's gotcha layin up nights waiting for the music to start.
It's such a dirty old shame when you got to take the blame for a love song.
Because the best love song is written with a broken heart.

Now the tears in my eyes are ever blindin'
The future that lies before me I cannot see
Although tomorrow I know the sun is rising
Lightin' up the world for everyone, but not for me.

Oh it's a dirty old shame that all you get from love is a love song
It's gotcha layin up nights waiting for the music to start.
It's such a dirty old shame when you got to take the blame for a love song.
Because the best love song is written with a broken heart.

Oh it's a dirty old shame that all you get from love is a love song
It's gotcha layin up nights waiting for the music to start.
It's such a dirty old shame when you got to take the blame for a love song.
Because the best love song is written with a broken heart.

Oh it's a dirty old shame that all you get from love is a love song
It's gotcha layin up nights waiting for the music to start.

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 12:08 AM

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Losing Light`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Saturday, December 17, 2005

You were the light in my dark desolate life
You made me look forward to every day and night
But SHE came and took it all away
Was she worth it? Was she? Worth it?

We had fallen in love, yet it was wrought
But we believed, we perservered
We forged a love that was deep and true
But you never gave me more time
You threw it all away

You covered your colorless life with lies
And now that I have awakened from this fantasy
I will leave you for darkness again.

I don't need your sympathy, there's nothing you can say or do for me, and I don't need a miracle, cos you never change for no one. I've heard all your reasons why... Seriously. Was she worth it? WAS SHE? WORTH IT? I really loath you enough to live without you.. Strong enough as well to quit crying... I've finally realised that YOU GOTTA GO... There's no more to say so save your breath and walk away... No matter what I hear you say, it's not going to work out anymore... So you feel misunderstood... I feel even more so... I really loath you... She ain't even half of me... It's true... How could you even think of something like this... Life is just so unfair.

I HATE YOU

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 7:14 PM

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Behaviour....`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Seriously man... your behaviour is setting of alarm bells... what the hell do you mean by plonking your stuff right beside me and then squeezing past me with all the unnecessary body contact... I am seriously disgusted by your behaviour today...It was a shock to me when you simply just shoved ur bag at my face... With that friggin' plastic bag... The nerve of some people!!!!!!! Well... You have spoilt my mood! Forget it, I'm not interested in you anymore... unless you know how to rekindle the flame...

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 3:56 PM

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GUESS WHO I MET?`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Saturday, December 10, 2005

I was dragged down to MS yesterday... The old place... Where Masti, Liang and the others were having fun... Pretty sad that vissy didn't go... Mandy was the one who kept insisting that I should go... YUAN LAI she had a motive... Masti's friend wanted to know me... SHEESH... SERIOUSLY, the poor guy FAILED horribly... Jonathan he was called I presume... Sounds kinda like an english speaking fella... Kinda reminded me of Andre... That was so long ago... I was on the way there when Mandy told me she saw Dollie dancing up a storm there...

After spending some time talking to Jonathan and dancing with Mandy I decided to go over to say hi to her... OMIGOSH! SHE ACTUALLY REMEMBERED me... Well... There were all those sisterly huggies and stuff... And then she kept trying to get me to dance on the Podium but I was still kinda embarressed... Seems I need to get my groove...

It's a pity I didn't call Jimmy (YUMMIE... MY CHEF =x)... But he was off work at 12 yesterday so I was worried that he'd have gone home already...

Hope to talk to Dollie soon... Missing her man... Probably we'll go shopping one day... =D

PEACE OUT! Merry Christmas!!!
~~ HAPPY CHRISTMAS ~~

Billy Gilman - Jingle Bell Rock

Here's a little ditty to getcha guys in the MOOOOOOODDDDD.... XD

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 11:34 AM

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You were sick? - X'mas wishes?`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

You were sick today... I dunno why but that kinda tugged at my heart strings but made me wonder as well if you were really sick or if you were feigning it... Somehow... Although I feel nothing but disgust and contempt for you, my heart still lingers... No more of it now for Sheona... Oh plague my soul... but for you instead DSBSL... Why is this happening..

Sheona is HISTORY... It seems almost far away that it should happen like this... The PAIN you had indeed... I suppose I'd call my method a SUPPRESANT to forget about you then. FUCKING LIAR...

DSBSL... If you're really sick.. I hope you get well soon... If you ain't well fuck you... You don't deserve my sympathy then.

Moving on... I seriously wonder what I should be getting for X'mas... I've learnt that life must go on... and on... GEEZ.... whatever... IT SHALL GO ON!

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 10:54 PM

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Someday, You'll Know... Memories...`aLL I wAnT tO saEe-

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Many miles away from Woodlands
Can't stop driving
I don't know why
So many questions
I need an answer
3 weeks later, you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to our love that held us
Who held the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did you even cared I cried

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
I always think about the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?

I saw you that day at the beach
cliches eventually all come true "time heals all
wounds" I thought I could get the courage to talk to you
and you ran out to the beach with another girl
I stood there with my 2 best buddies
thinking about how you cheated me but
I wonder why you're still on my mind...

Kaioh MichiRu - ©
With credits to G. Alexander, D. Brisebois, D. Holland - Someday we'll know by the New Radicals

It pretty much says everything that's on my mind at this point of time... I wonder why I keep missing you. It's kind of odd that I could still see you... Even though you blocked me. I keep thinking... Why is it that you are such an egotistical bastard as well... I'm starting to think that 100% of men are like that. What's more... You're conniving, cheating, and opportunistic... AS IF YOU NEVER TALKED TO GIRLS... SERIOUSLY!!!! HOW THE HECK THEN DID SHE COME INTO THE PICTURE... *sigh*

UnLeAsHeD by HeaVen - 6:25 PM

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